People will judge you no matter what,
It’s pretty harsh but that’s the matter of fact!
When kind and unselfish are all the deeds that you do,
People will claim that you are too good to be true!
When you let yourself loose and have some fun,
Get ready to be shot by society’s moral gun!
If you keep to yourself and stay reserved,
On a platter, the titles of ‘anti-social’ and ‘miserable’ you would be served!
When you do something unconventional or present yourself differently,
In the scrutinizing eyes of the people, you will be labelled ‘weird’ & ‘crazy’ apparently!
No matter if you are a sinner or a saint,
The society will always try to colour you in their paint!
So I say just chuck it all,
And just do whatever that satisfies your soul!

My mind fails to understand, why my heart craves for you so much?
Is it the flirty words you speak or the sensation of your touch!
I want you in the most innocent way and yet my desires seem so wild,
You torture me with your arrogance
Can’t you be a little kind?
You just want to own every inch of my body and enslave my will,
Your body heat sends chills down my spine,
Yet my soul stays silent knowing the drill
Your love is like fire and water, burning and soothing at the same time
Will it stay or is it only there till my youth is in it’s prime?
And in all this bewilderment, I still crave for you though,
For you are the most angelic devil I know!

Please, please stop inflicting this pain,
I am not screaming aloud but trust me It’s hurting again
What pleasure do you get in driving me insane?
I fail to understand, by insulting my identity repeatedly, what in the world do you gain?
Please, please release me from this societal chain,
I have tried everything to be your kind of normal, but I just fail to train my brain
Please, please don’t let my begging go in vain
I’m already so exhausted, all my efforts to please you have gone down the drain
Please, please let me out from this darkness of disdain
I am all broken already, my soul can’t bear anymore of your societal strain…

Mein nazre nhi churaata, bas dil ke bojh se meri aankhein jhuki hai
Zamane se chupi, inme ashkon ki na jaane kitni katare lagi hai
Murkar dekhogey to paaogey, mere raaste ke har mor par aansuon ki boonde giri hai
Pehle tumse naarazgi thi par door kisi kone mein ab kahi tooti umeed padi hai
Ye dekh ke ulfate duniya ki ab dil ki saari chaahtein kuch dari dari hai
Ilzamaat to kayi lagane hai tujh par, kya karu par ye teri ek tarfa kachahari hai
Ab aur kyu jalaate ho, pehle hi ye dil tadapta har ghari hai
Pyaar dosti sab dekh ke hi jaana h, mere liye to ye meri tanhai hi bhali hai
Jo shaame haste haste guzra karti thi, ye tumhara hi tofa hai ki aaj aansuon mein dhali hai…..

Tum vo lamha ho jiski jaroorat hai,
Tum vo gunah ho jiski izaajat hai,
Jo poori tarah tabah karde,
Tum vahi kharab aadat ho
Sar utha kar fizool niyamo ko rondh de jo,
Tum vahi be-khauf bagawat ho
Jo har takleef ka samna karne ka hausla de,
Tum meri vahi buland taakat ho
Raat neend mein li sukoon bhari karvat ho,
Meri kismat ke lekh ko jo palat de,
Tum vahi jaadui likhavat ho
Mujh veerane ko jo phir chamak de de,
Tum esi haseen sajaavat ho
Jahannam ho jiske bina sab,
Tum meri vhi khoobsurat jannat ho!

No more the fresh sparkling spring water,
I am a little contaminated.
Drained of energy and a little tired,
No more so cheerful and animated.
No more decorated in attractive colours,
In faded white now I’m painted.
My body moves and walks and talks,
But my soul lies down somewhere fainted.
No more the perfect working model,
My heart is brutally bruised and dented.
No more free flying with wings of love,
In worldly strings are they now captivated.
My heart doesn’t welcome anyone anymore,
For it now keeps my feelings barricaded.
Nothing tastes sweet no more,
After the bitter atrocities of life I tasted.
I guess it’s time to give up now,
For too long already, in hope my broken heart has waited…

Dear best friend forever,
Can you promise me you will leave never
I don’t understand how these things work, you see I’m not so clever
All I ask for is your company, I ask for no favours
All I wish from you is your presence in all my past,present & future endeavours
But I know you will go too, like all others do
It’s bitter but so true
How can I not get attached and just go with the flow
I have feelings after all, you know!
Your one message can brighten my day,
Please just please promise me you will stay
For your promise is not mere words to me
My heart will keep it as the ultimate guarantee
But I know you will leave no matter what and find solace in others company
And I will be here left lonely and vulnerable under fate’s tyranny…

What to say, what not to say?
Of my restless night, of my monotonous day…
Of people who say they care
And yet in my tough time, never seems to be there!
Of friends who seem to be now mere acquaintances,
I wonder if the good times we shared were through our bond or just happy circumstances!
Of buddies who were supposed to be lifetime together,
But surprisingly changed shortly like weather!
Of bonds that were based on love and trust,
But with time were turned to dust!
Of the hope and comfort I tried seeking in friendship,
But was rather left with hard-learned lessons and heart-wounds so deep!
Of my dear “friends”,
I really don’t know what to say, what not to say….

Life truly is unpredictable,
Sometimes exhausting and sometimes stable.
It brings tears of sorrow and joy,
The adventures it offers, Oh boy!
Every choice you make has its consequence,
Life’s filled with circumstances that test your patience.
Sometimes you are feeling nowhere close to fine,
And then there are moments you feel you are on cloud nine!
Sometimes you are kind, sometimes greedy
Sometimes you lend someone help and sometimes you yourself are needy!
For all philosophies emphasize how temporary life is,
So just make the best out of every moment, live love and laugh, Please! 🙂

Burn burn burn, I burn from inside,
Look closely and you may see the pain my eyes hide!
No pain can be compared to my heart’s ache,
Can’t you hold me once, just for old time’s sake!
This cruel world pulls me down,
And then question why do I frown?
With each passing day my hopes die,
I fell on my knees, get up and still try
Here goes one more valentine,
Just wish you could again be mine

For how long do I have to pretend to be fine?